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More Than Just Flowers

1 Nov

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Last week Benjamin (he’s 5), asked his dad to bring me home flowers from him. (He does this every once in a while.  For my birthday he gave his dad very specific instructions on what type of flowers to buy me.  He wanted pink roses.)  Gerad got home from work and Ben was right there waiting to see where they were.  I heard Gerad say, ‘on the freezer’ but didn’t think much of it.  A few seconds go by and then Ben comes in with a bouquet of flowers for me, beaming!  I adore the fact that he wants to buy me flowers and show me love like that.  I know he’s learning how to treat his future wife (eek, I don’t want to think about that for a while!) and feel so blessed he has Gerad as his example.

Here’s the thing, I oohed and ahhed over the flowers, I posted a picture on facebook, I made sure he knew how much I appreciated them and what they mean to me.  I praised his sweet and caring heart and gave him the love he was hoping to get from his mom.  I also, reminded Gerad he’s doing a good job as a dad training Ben up.

Then, God reminded me I need to treat Gerad that way too.  See, I’m not a big flowers girl, I don’t usually ooh and ah over them.  I don’t often tell Gerad how sweet he is for thinking of me.  I don’t talk about them the next day, sometimes I don’t even post a picture on facebook. (On our anniversary this year, Gerad posted the picture.)  I was giving my son more praise and thanks for flowers than I give Gerad.

Why? Because I know he loves me? Because I expect sweet gestures from him? Because we are comfortable in our relationship? Because I am taking him for granted? Gerad needs my encouragement and praise MORE than our children!  I need to make sure he is getting that from me.

Maybe you react well when receiving a gift, but you complain about sitting and watching football with your husband on Sunday afternoon, after you spent Saturday morning cheering your kids on at their sporting events.  Whatever little thing it is, make sure you keep your husband #1 so that he and your kids know it!

Sexual Satisfaction Survey:The Results Are In!

10 Oct

A little over two weeks ago Mission:Wife and Mission:Husband ran a set of “sexual satisfaction surveys” – one for us wives and one for our husbands.  There were almost 800 responses combined, the results show what you probably know: sex is an issue in a lot of marriages.

It’s easy to look at the results of the survey and think, “Wow, I’m glad that’s not me” or  “I’m not as bad a that wife because I don’t (fill in the blank).”  We want the survey results to challenge you, to become better at the things you struggle with, to cause you and your husband to have an open dialogue about your sex life, the good and the bad.

There are a lot of results and it gets overwhelming, so instead of posting them all, the results will be broken into different posts.  To start off I’m going to post the results from the husbands survey (we know what we are doing) so we can learn what husbands are thinking and feeling and find out if our spouse feels the same way.  We asked the question, “If you could get across on thing to your wife about sex, and know that you could say it in a way he would totally understand it, what would it be?”  Some of the answers are positive and some are filled with pain and hurt.  I have not edited the responses in any way unless there was vulgarity , or profanity.  There are a lot of these, but I think its worth your time to read them all (This is half of them, I’ll post the rest tomorrow, I didn’t want you to quit reading).

Before you do though … Please take a chance to pray for God to give you the right attitude and desire to change.  This will be tough to read, some have so much pain and you may relate to some of the comments.  The attitude we take this criticism with matters, remember its worth it to work on your marriage.

  • Sex is from God for BOTH of our enjoyment
  • How important it is to me that she show some interest in sex
  • I have lost all desire for you because of your weight
  • Sex is more than just ‘the act’. It’s a way for us to connect, to bond, to have a special shared experience that we should cherish and nourish.
  • Our intimate relationship has become pretty one-sided. What can I do to help you feel confident enough to spend time developing your sexual identity?
  • I can already tell her anything
  • has been 10 years since last sex
  • Loving a man means meeting his needs, including the ones you don’t understand.
  • to talk through differences (especially sex) in a constructive way.
  • Pleasuring you is my number one goal in sex.
  • quality is great, i am working on the quantity
  • I need you
  • I don’t want sex with anyone else but you, that’s how I felt when I married you and continue to feel now. I need good sex and we both deserve a Great sex life, so let’s work together and make it Geeat for both of us.
  • How important sex is to me, and not just the physical release.
  • It is more than physical. It strengthens our marriage. She is the only one I want.
  • My love for you drives my sex drive and you’re the only one I can and want to have sex with. I want you to feel about it the way I do.
  • I want her to enjoy sex and be more of a participant.
  • Initiate
  • I need it more often than she thinks and I want to pleasure her just as often
  • A little more would make me feel closer to you
  • I want to be closer to her on every level possible and have the marriage God intends for us to have.
  • Put yourself in my shoes.
  • Always be available for some type of intamacy even if you can’t give your very best
  • sex is my connection to her
  • Thankfully my wife understands my need and drive and has worked hard to match it. (And sometimes she passes me up!) I’m a blessed man!!!
  • I have felt lonely and rejected for so long because of all of the consistent rejection.
  • I am more important than work and extended family
  • Sex is boring now.
  • I have told her that I am honestly trying to live out Eph 5:25-33. The change is phenomenal. From 2 or 3 times a month we now have sex 2 or 3 times a week.
  • When I do ask for sex, turn the damn television off now, not when your show is over.
  • I need the emotional connection that sex provides a lot more then just getting off.
  • Sex is not “not nice”
  • Get your act together sexually, read some material online, figure out how your body works, show me your effort to enjoy sex more – or this is going to end badly
  • I would like her to actively desire to be intimate with me sexually and otherwise.
  • I want to Know how to please you sexualy she will not comunicate this information . she says she does not know how and is unwilling to learn or help me learn. verry frustraitng
  • I love you very much and I need you physically, as much as I do spiritually and emotionally.
  • I still feel guilty wanting you. Like it’s wrong. Like I don’t deserve it. Like you don’t need it or want it and would rather not want it.
  • As I attempt to fulfill your emotional, communication, financial, etc., needs, I need my sexual needs to be met as well. My needs are not a reflection of you and should be centered on me.
  • Its awesome, and great, could be more frequent, but I’m sorry I don’t usually want it as much as you do.
  • It’s really as important for me as talking as a couple is for her.
  • That a one flesh marriage is completely glorifying GOD in our bodies and we should empty ourselves in every aspect of the marriage as JESUS did for us on the CROSS.
  • I feel that your desire for sex (both in quantity and quality) or lack there of demonstrates you attitude towards me as a person and husband.
  • i would like to make love more often. I believe it is a great way to connect with you.
  • I want you to show me more often that you want me sexually. Even though I know you love me, I feel unloved when I do not see your desire to have sex with me
  • I think a healthy sex life is the product of a healthy mariage. One with out the other is almost impossible. And it takes BOTH to make it happen.
  • I want her to want me, and to understand it’s as important to me as communication and emotional connection is to her.
  • A satisfactory sex life is the best way to make me totally attracted to you and adoring you.
  • I am still interested!
  • Even though I’ve tried to make it so that sex is not important to me, it is.
  • It’s important for both of us individually and for our marriage.
  • Be confident in your attractiveness to us
  • It means a lot if she initiates. It let’s me know she wants me and that she’s happy.
  • Lets do it more often
  • If we have sex our marriage will be better
  • We can have a great sex life and a great marriage, if you put it a bit of effort.
  • Do you have any idea how much you turn me on?
  • Relax, enjoy, try something new or somplace new.
  • How sex is the glue that can keep us together
  • How central sex is to a mans overall health and productivity in life.
  • Please just save some of your energy for me.
  • You want/ expect us to communicate everyday but I should be ok with sex once a week. What gives?
  • It is very satisfying and means a lot more when she initiates it or makes it obvious that she wants to be there, and not just doing it to “put up” with my desire.
  • sex is another important way we relate to each other, remind us we love each other
  • I know I cannot change her “want to” but somehow I just wish she would genuinely want to give me oral sex, or a hand job or even masturbate in front of me (we haven’t gone there yet). Otherwise it just seems like she’s doing it out of obligation which isn’t very erotic.
  • I love sex with her. It is important that she is the one I have sex with.
  • Sex is not what makes a marriage great but it is the guaranteed result of all great marriages. Im not a horndog i just really love you.
  • She doesn’t realize how important sex is to me as a way to show our love for each other, so treating like an unpleasant chore hurts me deeply.
  • Most of my unmet sexual desire is when she is having her period and I don’t know how to ask during a time that she isn’t comfortable being pleased. I don’t want to appear selfish, but I don’t want to ignore my needs either.
  • I want you to want me not just take care of my needs. A little less talk and alot more action please? Imbibe deeply oh lovers!
  • I don’t just want sex. I need her to respect me too.
  • i feel badly about any given sexual encounter we share when you won’t communicate about how i can best please you and then actively engage in letting me try to … i want to feel as good about being your lover and arousing and satisfying you as you feel about being my lover and arousing and satisfying me .. i want to feel that we are mutually enjoying it , not like you are ‘letting’ me
  • If you don’t think about me, aren’t interested in me, and don’t initiate 1/4 to 1/2 of the time, I don’t see a reason to ask any longer. I feel unwanted and burdensome when I do.
  • I would like her to initiate more often.
  • My drive for the physical side of sex, which she is now avoiding, was given to us by God primarily to bless, fulfill, thrill, delight, complete, satisfy, enrapture and bring her to perfection. The emotional communicative side drive that she has, was given to us by God to achieve similar things for/in me. Our drives are to the benefit of the other. We each feel frustrated when our partner rebuffs our overtures, and overjoyed when we discover what wonderful fulfillment our partner finds and even exceeds us in when they open up to our drive. My own drive will become more fulfilling to me in the very fact of how much it blesses you – BECAUSE in as much as I have a will I will to bless, thrill, fulfill ….. you. I Love You.
  • How much I need her sexually and need her to desire me.
  • Sex is really important to me.
  • I want to share, not have
  • i realyy want to satisfy her while at the same time, need her to get ‘wild’ with me. no more hum-drum sex
  • Sexual intimacy in a marriage benefits BOTH parties and is not just a husband’s need. It’s the one aspect of the marriage that is exclusive and therefore powerfully bonds a couple together in a way that cannot not be duplicated.
  • we are free to have fun
  • my love & desire for sexual activity with her and her beautiful body is like a hunger & need for food that craves to be satisfied by HER physically & psychologically. satisfying her sexually is a very important component of that need
  • It’s important that during sex to show and express that you want not only sex but your husband. Sex is good but better when desire and admiration is shown.
  • How it impacts my self-esteem when she rejects and/or isn’t as physical towards me in general as she was years ago.
  • God created sex for us to enjoy with our spouse and to draw us closer.
  • If she even has an incling that I might want sex or sex crosses her mind she should initiate. Her initiating shows she cares about sex and isn’t just going through the motions.
  • relationship is more that just being roommates
  • Sex is a huge part of intimacy, and I feel closer to her when we have it. Once or twice a month is not enough, and I’d feel desired if she’s initiate.
  • I would really like if you initiated more and also feel sometimes you really need meed badly right now!!!
  • I know that you are really busy with the kids, work and school, but a little more intimacy – even if it doesn’t lead to sex – would be nice.
  • Not committing to have a better sex life shows you don’t care about our marriage
  • Sex for me is so much more than the physical act. It is a very strong way in which I feel emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and relationally connected to you. Without regular sex, a true desire to be with each other and please each other, I don’t feel connected….i feel alone.
  • It’s hard as she is often tired and feels that I’m pressuring her. We both end up feeling guilty her for not being a “good” wife me for making her guilty. Having read many post on generous husband I’m aware that I could do a lot moreT to make her happier lived and valued rather than a failure. So really i want to give more, so the love making will flow out of a deepening of our relationship
  • To understand how important it is to me.
  • Sex is important to a strong marriage and communication about sex is as important as communication about other things.
  • being intimate should be more of a priority
  • I feel most loved when she makes the effort to be intimate with me. When we do have sex it is more often than not the last thing she does during the day and she hasn’t exhausted herself with what she has determined are higher priorities.
  • It’s all good, try it.
  • I masterbate because I need sex when wife is not available (usually because of physical problems). I have problems getting strong enough erections with just my thoughts and imagination and so I use porn to get enough of an erection.
  • Just because I am driven by a physiological need for sex, and very much enjoy sex, does not mean that I think sex is more important than she is.
  • When she rejects sex as unimportant she rejects me as unimportant
  • The Bible doesn’t say, “do not deprive each other, except for during your period.”
  • Be engaged is as important as frequency! I want input and participation
  • I would feel better about myself and more attractive if she would initiate sex more often. Even though she does not deny me it very often when I initiate but I would like her to initiate more often.
  • I need sex.
  • I want it to be something we both really enjoy together as a couple
  • How sex helps me feel close to her and builds stronger bonds.
  • I need her to be engaged in it mentally and physically.
  • That being sexually desired is a big part of my self-esteem, please initiate and help my ego about my sexuality. I am a man and am easier to get interested in sex. but it should not only be something that is only done after all the chores have been done. It makes me feel like I am the least-important chore on the to-do list.
  • How can you not want to make me happy? I would do ANYTHING for you. I give and give and give to us…….
  • I love you and want to be closer to you emotionally and physically. I feel like the lack of physical closeness represents a barrier to emotional closeness and lack of desire for closeness on your part.
  • How big a deal sex is to me and our marriage and how bad it makes me feel when sex is the very last thing on her to do list behind kids, household tasks, her business, running, etc only happening if somehow she still has energy left at the end of the night after completing everything on her to do list.
  • I want her to be happy when we have sex
  • To be active in having sex, not just to lay there and let me finish.
  • Your ambivalence, disinterest, and rejection is killing me.
  • Doing all 3 (vaginal, manual, oral) is important & makes me feel like she cherishes every part of me and wants to show her appreciation
  • That we need to schedule time for each other to enjoy sex at least twice a week. Both getting satisfied.
  • Sex is vitally important: if a man is not getting it in his marriage bed, he will look elsewhere for it.
  • I love her so much and don’t want sex to be a one sided thing where I get pleasure and she doesn’t, I truly want her to enjoy it.
  • How much of a divide not having sex puts between us.
  • Sex helps me feel emotionally closer to you.
  • Let’s try new things/positions on a regular basis
  • This ultimately just as important for her as it is for me…disinterest damages US.

What things surprised you?  What did you find challenging?

Are you seeking?

28 Sep

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I was recently watching the live streaming messages from the conference True Woman ’12, hosted by Nancy Leigh Demoss.  It  was an amazing conference, I’m going to touch on some points Nancy Leigh made and make them applicable to our marriages.  If you’d like to hear the message, it’s here.

While listening to her message I figured out the ‘secret’ to marriage.  It’s so simple and yet so easy to push off its importance.  The key to marriage is to seek Him.  So often we forget that, we expect our husband to help solve all of our problems, we think he is the one who can fix everything and fill the longing in our heart.  Truth is, he can’t. We put so much emphasis on pursuing our spouse, having fun together, and communication and when we do XYZ we think its all going to fall into place.  The thing is the only thing that can make my marriage better, is me pursuing a deeper and better relationship with God.  The same goes for you.  Even if your spouse is not a believer, becoming more like Jesus and pursuing a relationship with Him is going to give you the strength and grace you need to be Jesus to them. (One Flesh Marriage has a great post on ‘being a salty spouse,’ its worth the read even if you spouse is a Christian.)

Your marriage is very important to God, but He designed your relationship with Him to be first. Now, I hear you saying, ‘ but I’m a Christian I love God with all my heart, I lead a Bible Study with ladies from my church and I am always serving at our church.’ Here’s the thing, serving is NOT seeking!

In Song Of Solomon 3 she loses her lover and yearns for him (NLT).  We’ve all been there, yearning for our lover, we sometimes forget though what its like to yearn for Christ.  If we take the time to seek and yearn for Christ and build our relationship with Him, He will mold us into the wife that He created us to be.  Not only can he help me with all of the problems and concerns I have, He will never let me down.  He can show me how to be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to anger (James 1:19).  Oh, how I need to learn that lesson, and all it takes is drawing close to Him, building a relationship with Him, and putting Him first and our husbands second, just like He created it to be.

My heart says of you, “Seek his face!”
Your face, Lord, I will seek.
Psalm 27:8

Cruise Control

14 Sep

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Cruise control is a blessing when you are driving on the highway or freeway.  It saves you the pain of trying to keep a steady speed, the pain of continually readjusting your foot because it fell asleep while you were driving.
Cruise control is not a blessing in our marriages.  We can’t just hit a button and cruise through life.  Life is too distracting for that.  We’ll end up making a pit stop, messing up our marriage along the way.  Cruising through marriage is so easy to do!  You have a few good days so you think its ok to not work on it for a couple of days.  What happens is you fall so far away from each other in a SHORT time!  You are suddenly living with a stranger, someone you don’t even know.  (Please don’t think people who ‘have a good marriage’ in your eyes are exempt from this in anyway.  Gerad and I were talking about how we could easily be right there.  We have to make the decision to keep working on our marriage and oneness each day.)

The problem gets really bad when one or both of you just give up … Don’t give up!  Your marriage is worth it!

I challenge you this weekend to pursue your husband.  Find something fun to do together, grab your favorite pint of ice cream and share it, learn about something he’s interested in, watch the game with him (and maybe plan some half time ‘activities’.

(I’ll give you my best tip for watch sports with guys, promise you won’t tell them though! If you read the bottom of the screen where they are running information about the game, you’ll learn a lot and be able to interject into the conversation.  During football it tells you things like, this player has only had 3 sacks this year.  Guys (at least mine) get impressed when we can give them some stats about what they are watching.)

Saturday Round Up

30 Jun

This week was a crazy week here at mission:wife.  We headed home from vacation, had one day to “catch-up” and then yesterday was Corbynn’s 3rd birthday.  I HAD to have her party ON her birthday (because she really knows the difference).

No links this week, just a quick reminder to PROTECT your marriage from the busyness of life!  Speaking to myself too with this advice!  We need to make sure and carve out time, even when we don’t think it’s possible.  Find something you can do this weekend to let your husband know that even though life is busy, he is still your number one.

I’ll be back into the swing of posting next week, talk to you soon!

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